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03.01 update :)
Fav selfies :)
Wearing my fav NBA team : Houston Rockets <3
So here come my journal or should i say update on myself :)
Have been started working for about 1 month time... Is been harsh on me this few days !! I have tired to be calm and adsorb everything i need... But somehow someone making me look stupid every single days :(
At first, is definitely my fault as I can't really speak out like the others. I have spoken out to my social worker about it. I have been to my social worker for quite a couple of session and it help a lots. She told me mostly why i can't speak out and afraid of the people, mainly due to what i been through all along..
Things getting difficult for me... Is making me sad and frustrated at myself and at the someone. U JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ME and i also did not want you too. I know you have the stress and responsible for it. But dont you think you are getting harsh and rush !! I tired to make a much more nicer working environment for me but you are destroying everything me and making it worse for my mental problem!! Would depend how long i can take it.
Making me feel i am stupid for not able to do this and getting thing done wrongly !!
"TRY TO BE POSITIVE POSITIVE SMILE SMILE" :)))
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