BIGBANG concert is over...

For the pass few days, I was in the MOODY mood.... Trying to went to my " wonderland" Thinking about BIGBANG & ARASHI... But somehow, that moody mood still in me even now... Came to think of it... I think i know why ..

I the girl who will somehow never show she sad side to anyone, someone who is does not have encourage and feeling like a loner..Somehow this few days, i feel i being left out of the family.. I not trying to be the bad ass. Somehow, i feel that they dont even try to know how i feel about things. Like for this BB concert, which i have being waiting for so long and excited about it. But in the end i did not go. Reason is ordering the items, somehow I thought I am being cheated and somehow feel bad about it as is not my money is my mum one. So intend to sell the ticket to pay back her. She does not know it... ONLY MY SIS know as she the one order it... Somehow she dont feel bad at all... ASS. So i try my best selling it without making any loss and it did sold it out. Days pass and their concert came. My family members asking me and so as my friends asking " hey why never go " " how the concert".. Hearing all this, Making my mood even moody and even somehow  I reply them of course is awesome. Just by watching those fancam..Watching those Fancam, make me feel even stupid of not going.  How much i feel someone know how it feel... Something u waited so long and in the end giving it up.. Knowing that the reason making u give up is Fucking... And all this asking..... THIS THING is driving me crazy.. Trying to live in my wonderland but knowing that is all not true and can;t be true... Making think that i am crazy... Trying to save myself to let me know that I going crazy ... But, I don't have anyone to speak to.. And I am someone who don't speak out that easily... 

STILL LOVE BIGBANG... YG FAMILY will support u guys forever... LOVE

BIGBANG concert is over...

For the pass few days, I was in the MOODY mood.... Trying to went to my " wonderland" Thinking about BIGBANG & ARASHI... But somehow, that moody mood still in me even now... Came to think of it... I think i know why ..

I the girl who will somehow never show she sad side to anyone, someone who is does not have encourage and feeling like a loner..Somehow this few days, i feel i being left out of the family.. I not trying to be the bad ass. Somehow, i feel that they dont even try to know how i feel about things. Like for this BB concert, which i have being waiting for so long and excited about it. But in the end i did not go. Reason is ordering the items, somehow I thought I am being cheated and somehow feel bad about it as is not my money is my mum one. So intend to sell the ticket to pay back her. She does not know it... ONLY MY SIS know as she the one order it... Somehow she dont feel bad at all... ASS. So i try my best selling it without making any loss and it did sold it out. Days pass and their concert came. My family members asking me and so as my friends asking " hey why never go " " how the concert".. Hearing all this, Making my mood even moody and even somehow  I reply them of course is awesome. Just by watching those fancam..Watching those Fancam, make me feel even stupid of not going.  How much i feel someone know how it feel... Something u waited so long and in the end giving it up.. Knowing that the reason making u give up is Fucking... And all this asking..... THIS THING is driving me crazy.. Trying to live in my wonderland but knowing that is all not true and can;t be true... Making think that i am crazy... Trying to save myself to let me know that I going crazy ... But, I don't have anyone to speak to.. And I am someone who don't speak out that easily... 

STILL LOVE BIGBANG... YG FAMILY will support u guys forever... LOVE

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