Today, Seem to be the saddest day for me. Getting to know that, everyone just treat like nothing in their life.. There are times, where they need someone there and I always be there for them. Rushing down wherever they are, to comfort them. BUT when I needed someone to be there, I always get nothing just air around me. :((
Am I going to be the one always there for others ??? There the question in my mind. Now even, just simple lunch, No ones there for me. Only me asking around who can accompany me. But in the end, The answer to this is always hurting me.
Today, I have to pack my lunch went to level 1 where there are no one I know there to have my lunch. Pity, right ? After eating, I went back to my lab. That's it for my lunch break. Looking at others people with their friends, chatting and eating happily together. Make me wanna cry out so badly. when will there be true friends for me, Will I ever find them in my life? I think my fate is being a loner always. My heart is never open to anyone in this world. There's no one I can trust or believe in. Only myself who I can share all this thought and feeling with. Sometime, I even wonder why am I like this, why people around me like this or the problem all lie to me. Maybe. I would like to find someone who can understand me and I can trust. Where are you ??? 

Today, Seem to be the saddest day for me. Getting to know that, everyone just treat like nothing in their life.. There are times, where they need someone there and I always be there for them. Rushing down wherever they are, to comfort them. BUT when I needed someone to be there, I always get nothing just air around me. :((
Am I going to be the one always there for others ??? There the question in my mind. Now even, just simple lunch, No ones there for me. Only me asking around who can accompany me. But in the end, The answer to this is always hurting me.
Today, I have to pack my lunch went to level 1 where there are no one I know there to have my lunch. Pity, right ? After eating, I went back to my lab. That's it for my lunch break. Looking at others people with their friends, chatting and eating happily together. Make me wanna cry out so badly. when will there be true friends for me, Will I ever find them in my life? I think my fate is being a loner always. My heart is never open to anyone in this world. There's no one I can trust or believe in. Only myself who I can share all this thought and feeling with. Sometime, I even wonder why am I like this, why people around me like this or the problem all lie to me. Maybe. I would like to find someone who can understand me and I can trust. Where are you ??? 

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